Miserable ):

Oh, hello there guys. Yeah, its been a long time i tak update my blog. Malas aah, but you know what? I've been moody and very miserable nowdays and i dont have anyone to talk to. So, i've decided to luahkan everything here.

1) My 'sister' kene buang sekolah or whatever crap la kan? I dont know what happened actually. Im closed with her you know? And i just cant accept the fact that she's leaving me. I went home for like a day earlier tau for chinese new year. So, when i found out that die kene buang semua, i started crying like hell. And, everytime nak jumpe die, tak dpat because senior and her batch ramai sgt nak jumpe die which i totally understand . Conclusion is, i tak sempat nak jumpe die and im afraid that die akan balik sabah this chinese new year. I didnt have the chance to say goodbye :'(

2) Aiman, Zul, Fifi, and Jo, Sorry gila i tak reply your text and call semua. Im too depressed to talk or chat with anyone right now. And yeah, all comments and text i takkan reply. Im sorry. So, dont bother trying, oh-kay? Yeah, i have other reasons lagi kenapa i moody, and i malas nak type bnyk2.

And and, if you guys nak ajak keluar ke apa, text me. I'll reply if i wanna join, Klau tak reply tu i takank pergilah ehh? So, bye.

beep beep beep :O

I mean it :'(

shithole!

Alaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, hari ni balik asrama :'( Yeah, im gonna wear exactly like that nanti. I cried like hell hell hell semalam malam until my mata bengkak! I cant even talk man. I just dont like asrama. I know its good and all but im just too scared. I dont wnt to leave my family and friends. I miss 2008 and i so dont like 2010! I wanna quit man but bila fikirkan balik about scholarship masa F5 nanti, Haih :'( Life's hard man. Im confused. Im gonna miss evryone oh. Sigh! Yeah. i dah mandi and stuff. Packing semua dah siap. Ayoyo, pakai baju, tggu my parents siap and then, SHITHOLE, here i come :'(

:'(

My aim for this year. HAHAHA, im bored actually -___-

1) Try to enjoy my life as a sophomore (:

2) HAHAHA, top 10 in batch? *ececeh, harapan!

3) Be nicer and stop swearing :D

4) Kurangkan lemak di pipi yg semakin gebu xD

5) Try tak homesick :)

6) Gonna call aiman NZ on the weekends, okay? :P

7) Makan sikit, HAHAHAHAHA.

8) Wont break the rules.

9) Laugh even harder, HOYEAH!

10) Entah la (;

gerhana (:

So, i went to pavi tadi with my siblings and cousins. We watched avatar 3D :D That was an AWESOME movie oh. Ngee, kitorang duduk depan sekali oh. Haha, masa tgk movie tu i dah rasa bosan because lama sgt so i texted aiman while watching the movie. After the movie, my abg bawak kitorang round KL. We saw this pondan pelacur trying to dpatkan a pelanggan oh. HAHAHAHA, i jakun gila la kot. Gila oh the way they tried to gada the guys. Dahlah sama jantina -_____- JIJIK MAN! My abg, hazim yg tak stop-stop makan rasa lapar. So, kitorang pergi Mcd. Before that, hantar my cousin dekat Prince hotel. Now, im at my cousin's house lepak-ing and online-ing :D Out!

2 0 1 0 -__-

OMG! Dah 2010. Im not happy about this because im turning 14 and i need to go back to that shithole. GAAAAAHHHH! I cried yesterday. I wanna quit asrama. I dont like it there. I hate it :'(

No need -__-

I had Fun today guys :')
Thank you so much!

Ho Ho Ho xD

Merry

Christmas

yaww!

lepak-ing :D

YAAAAAAAAY! My cousin, abg hazim and i went lepak-ing dekat Mali's :D It was fun. I ordered milo ice and kuew teow again -______- Ngeee, after makan semua, Serah and i went camwhoring (: Then we went home. I slept dekat my auntie's house. Sampai je rumah, i terus cari katil. Then, tgh tidur, aiman called. Hahaha, i terus bangun and keluar pergi living room. We talk - talk until my battery low xD Lepas tu, i tidur balikk. Thanks for calling aiman. The end :)

pappa rich (:

Hahaha, after shopping semua we went to pappa rich to makan - makan :D I ordered the kuew teow (N03) Haha, while waiting for the food, i amik gmbr guna self timer. My abg, hazim tgh busy bakar - bakar benda. First brother, shahmi was busy texting his friend. Bella and arieff tgh tarik - tarik rambut and lari - lari dekat tempat tu -______- Hahaha, my mum and dad tgh ckp-ckp :') Then, abg shahmi went to amik his friend dekat mana ntah. Masa kitorang dah habis makan semua, barulah my abg dtg, sheessh! My cousin called abg hazim untuk ajak lepak tau. So, my parents sent us dekat my auntie's house (:

school uniform? DONE!

So, yesterday i went to JJ with my family. Yeah, i pergi beli my school uniform and stuff. I envy my brothers because diorang dah habis sekolah and tak payah nak kene beli baju for sekolah. Man, im so jelaous oh -_______- So, sampai - sampai je i pergi beli jeans and this one sweater dekat romp with my dad and abg - abg. Haha, thanks daddy (: After that pergi beli baju and all. I was texting with fifi that time and we were fighting about me wearing tudung -_____- Hahaha, then my mom scolded me. She said i was to busy texting and mcm malas nak beli baju. Sorry mum :D Dah bayar semua, kami pergi makan xD

damn

Abg, i miss you oh so very much :'(

asma <3

Asma, i love you bitch!
Till the very end <3

aiman NZ <3

I'll always be beside you
until the very end,
Wiping all you tears away,
being your bestfriend.
I'll smile when you smile,
and feel all the pain you do,
and if you cry a single tear,
i promise i'll cry too (:

im not this fat kan?

This is sad man xD
Padan muka kau, makan byk sgt (;
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

i need this badly :'(

This is killing me :'(

sick -.-'

Read me a storybook when im sick, please? Yeah, i dont feel well. Tak tahu kenapa tiba - tiba oh :'( But, im okay, i guess. Sigh!

OMG, for the first time tadi i makan nasi goreng pataya!

Sedap gilaaaaaaaa tahap gaban yawww (:

i know, jakun enn?

Biarlaah oh :D

At least i enjoyed the nasi tadi xD

camwhoring cures boredom;

bak kata fie la kan?

memakai baju ini tidak semestinya saya ade semangat house -___-'

This is so cute man :')